There are people out there who have it worse than you, said the Unforgivable. You're worthless.
That did it. I'm not worthless. I might not be tough, but I'm not worthless. Nobody is. Everyone is worth something.
I can't go on like this. I'm going to visit Fiona in two days, and I'm going to tell her everything. I have to, or I'm going to wade in my own misery until I drown in it. I'm not going to die inside on my own with nothing to show for it.
I just texted Fiona, and I'm going to talk to her again in two days. I have to.
